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Name: Josh
Country: United States
State: Indiana
Birthday: 2/1/1985
Gender: Male
Interests: Man, I like hanging out with my friends and having a good laugh, there isn't anything better than a good laugh. Except a good drink and a good women to go along with it...
Expertise: I am a political nerd. And I appreciate a political discussion above everything but laughter.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Government
Message: message me
AIM:  imaginariation
Member Since:
2/2/2004
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Ok, so the time comes, yet again, for me to update this most useless of fucking things. I don't have much to say anymore or at least nothing I consider substance enough to relate to all the faceless bloggers who happen to wonder through. My life is what it is. My life is work, my life is social, my life is girls, guys, friends, enemies, lovers, and cowokers. I drink, I smoke, I use obscenities to the best of my abilities. I am totally attracted to latin girls and I have one in my life right now. So, you can read this and absorb yourself in my little world that I've tediously and tirelessly created for myself. It is what I want it to be because it is all I have.
I recommend, dear reader, that instead of peering into my world that you start observing your own. Why is it, that you fantasize about what can never be instead of fantasizing about that which is in your grasp. I do understand that a dream is just that. A dream, an escape, a way out when you need one. But, seriously, love yourself because you are all you truly have. Observe others but only when doing it in search of way to enlighten yourself. Be you. You are you. So, be you. | | |
| Friends.
My life has been interesting lately. It feels elusive. I don't know
when I am living or when I am seeing myself live. I am trying to deaden
my feelings, but I yearn to amplify them. I am not even sure what that
means, but it feels right.
On another note, I am terribly attracted to middle eastern, spanish
and latin women. I realized that today when I saw an Indian girl and
was almost immediately entranced. She was beautiful. She was
enchanting. She was exotic. And she was simple. She was not a
supermodel and did not have the looks for one. Excuse me if I am not
properly explaining. She was beautiful...but I realized she was
not THAT beautiful. I was attracted to her because of her ethnicity. I
am disappointed that I didn't get to talk to her. Ah, well.
That's all for now.
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| I realize I haven't written anything in here recently, but if I had
there would have been a lot of dwelling on disappointments and I really
didn't want to revel in that....Nor do I now. I've just taken some time
to attempt to manipulate my state of mind and recover from life's
little frustrations (a little weak of a word, but it will
suffice). It is working...I suppose. I preoccupy myself and that
helps. Time, I need for time to pass faster....
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| Ok, so this may or may not be a rant.
Work last week was terrible. On monday I had to work for 11 hours with
out a break or food I finally got home at 11:30 pm and had to be awake
at 4 am to be at work at 5. I worked that one person short. That
was fun. Try working for 6 hours non-stop busy with only 2 people and
no breaks. Then as I was supposed to be getting off my manager says
"Hey, how about we do your review in a half an hour" A half hour rolls
by and they're still busy an hour. Fuck it, I went home. Then Wednesday
we are a person short AGAIN. Different person, but still. Someone got
fired...But didn't find out about it (More to come on that later down).
And again as I was getting off Dave says "Josh, let's do your review"
Only problem was that it would leave only one person on the floor. We
got interrupted 5 times before giving up. Then thurs. I got to sleep
in, totally key but I knew my review would be done that day, no two
ways about it....It was unneeded stress. And, of course we are getting
ready to close and people keep coming in "Oh, I know you close in 30
seconds but we'll be quick, I promise" Ya, then they sat in the cafe
for 5 minutes. Sooo fucking lame. The review went well. Definitely
well. I am "the brightest shift, here." Take that closet intellectuals.
So, today the guy who got fired/ quit came in. Apparently he never got
in touch with the manager or vica versa. So, I, who had no
responsibilty in it, had to break the news. That was fun, I even liked
the guy. Fuck it.
And, on top of all that, my social life is in disarray. No one,
including myself, knows what they want. And when everyone is trying to
get what they want, it makes it unnecessarily difficult. Oh well, that
wasn't as bad as it could be.
And just so it's established; I get off on being quoted.
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| Sorry, kids. I realize that I have not posted something worthwhile in a
long time and I honestly don't think this one will prove any better.
Just know, Indiana legistature voted and passed a bill to ban
homosexual marraige and waive any rights that could include homsexuals
partners (benefits, insurance, etc). Now, in 2006 the assemble will
vote again (because it is a amendmant to Indiana's constitution) and if
it's passed then it goes to public vote. Fuck, that is so disgusting.
How can people claim this as a moral and religous battle?! Why is the
government involved in the religious battle? I seem to remember an
ideal built into our country to grant religous freedom to all;
Seperation of church and state. Ya, big seperation, here. To those who
support our government embracing christian idealism just wait, wait
until it embraces other religious idealisms, idealisms that directly
contradict yours. Will that be fair? Yes, it will be fair. As it would
ALSO be fair for the government to iscolate itself from non-secular
world.
I just CAN'T condone that sort of discrimination. I mean, while we are
at it, let's end women's suffrage and black suffrage. I mean, back in
slavery days it was preached (by the church) that blacks deserved
slavery. So IT made it so right, right? Sorry, I digress. It is enough
to make me want to move to Canada. So, in three years if the public
votes it in, I am out of here. I'll go to Cali or something. I refuse to support that by even living
here.
Refute this if you wish. Show your ignorance.
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